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2025-05-07 05:48 pm
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driving is driving (hah) me crazy

Currently learning how to drive & it’s honestly v unpleasant. It might be because my mom isn’t the best teacher though — she’s kinda stressing me out with how she treats me during our sessions behind the wheel. Hoping my official driving lessons end up being better because it hasn’t been fun as of late LOL like I lowkey wanna quit.

I’ll just try to approach driving in the same way as walking: If I wouldn’t ridicule a child for not knowing how to walk properly, then I shouldn’t ridicule myself for not knowing how to drive properly. Just like the child, I don’t have the experience others do yet.
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2025-04-22 11:16 am
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college moment

had to reapply for my college term because I apparently did it wrong last time. hopefully this doesn’t fuck anything up for me but on the enrollment end but it’s out of my hands now so we shall deal with what comes #wemove
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2025-04-19 03:38 pm
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thinking about what to do

my welcome home fixation is kinda dying now which is making me rly sad 😔 however It’s kinda giving way to me working on my ocs (which is fun!) I have ideas for a few long term original projects I want to pursue but it’s kinda intimidating (but when is it ever not lololol)

Still hoping to properly get back into welcome home though… maybe making a “how to write [x]” series on here? Which would mainly be a reference point for myself? Idk we shall see
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2025-04-15 05:28 pm
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TUMBLR SPEAK TO ME.. ARE YOU /SRS OR /J

tumblr is down & im actually annoyed like GIRL YOU JUST WON THE WAR AGAINST 4CHAN AND THE FIRST THING YOU DO IS DIE? BE SERIOUS 😭😭
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2025-04-14 08:00 pm
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on some off-hours influencer shit

they don’t talk about the constant internal monologues you do in recovery.. ​I be sitting by myself making whole YouTube videos in my head to cleanse away the self hate LOL
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2025-04-05 01:02 pm
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Cannot draw

I’ve been trying to draw stuff for the past few days but nothing seems to come out right :( my hand gets rly shaky and I don’t know why.. maybe it’s because of my current medication? The meds are helping with my mood but the NES are kicking my ass LOL. Hopefully things will improve sometime.
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2025-04-01 06:23 pm
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we love you librarian our best friend librarian

northernlion clips are literally the only thing keeping me going fr like this depressive crash has been unfathomably torturous but his stream highlights make me joyus!